TORI “TORSION” HOWARD ARCHIVE
PUBLIC RECORD
WE WERE THERE
VOL. 02
CHICAGO, ILLINOIS — JANUARY 21, 2017 — DOCUMENTARY FIELD RECORD
PUBLIC RECORD ARCHIVE

FIRST DAY

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There are days we live through that we just don’t forget. Memory gets fuzzy, timelines overlap, details fade, but the feeling stays.

FIRST DAY — Women's March, Chicago, January 21, 2017. A quarter million people fill Jackson Boulevard, photographed from the CTA Green Line gangway.

Inside the March

There are days we live through that we just don’t forget. Our memory gets fuzzy, timelines overlap, details fade — but the feeling stays. The conversations. The air. The way the city felt.

The Story

The morning after the 45th president of the United States was sworn in is one of those days for me.

You could feel the shift before anything really started. The weeks leading up to January 21, 2017 were strange and heavy in a way that was hard to ignore. I felt it in airports in cities all over the country, in terminals and on flights while I was working. Back then, most people avoided talking politics with strangers. Suddenly there it was at 30,000 feet: anxiety, anger, fear, wild optimism, jokes that weren’t really jokes.

Back home in Chicago, that same weight was in the air. So when people started talking about the Women’s March, it made sense that the city would show up — and I knew I should too.

Chicago Bucket Boys at the Women's March Kid on a mother's back in the march crowd, Chicago 2017

Nearly 250,000 people pulled into the Loop that morning. Families. Elders. Kids in strollers. Babies in arms. Kids in capes. Women carrying flowers. Cardboard signs you could tell were made the night before at kitchen tables and in living rooms: some funny, some sharp, some petty, all personal. Every slogan on cardboard came from somebody’s body.

Chants bounced between buildings. The Chicago Bucket Boys blessed the streets with that classic Chi-Town drumline, cracking off glass and steel. Phones were out, cameras up, cops on bikes posted at the edges.

Kids in capes, aunties on the mic in long coats, dudes in work gear before their shifts, mothers with infants bundled up, families rolling deep like it was a field trip. Handwritten jokes, receipts and stats, love notes, anger, prayers. It was the city as I knew it — just louder, and all facing the same direction.

Auntie on the mic at the Women's March, Chicago 2017 Kid in a cape at the Women's March, Chicago 2017

Pre-COVID, downtown already knew how to be crowded. I’d photographed parades, festivals, and random weekends from rooftops, garages, and sidewalks. But this wasn’t that kind of busy. This was packed packed. Shoulder to shoulder. I definitely found myself stepping on the backs of strangers’ sneakers just trying to move through, stuck in this constant loop of “sorry, excuse me, my bad,” which everyone was on. The number of cameras floating around was wild — and honestly, it was motivating. I knew I had to see it differently.

Baby in arms in the march crowd, Chicago 2017 Elder woman looking up during the march, Chicago 2017 Kids on the train during the Women's March, Chicago 2017
What felt chaotic and cramped from the street turned into one visible pulse stretching down the block.

From street level I could feel how big it was in my chest before I could really see it with my eyes. The energy sharpened everything. But visually, it started to feel small. Too many angles felt obvious. Too many lenses pointed the same way at the same signs. And if you know me, you know I’m not out there to remake the same frame as the next photographer.

We were living through a turning point, and I wanted to make a photograph that actually felt like one.

At some point, in all that noise, I heard the train overhead.

I had the shot in my head before I even saw the platform. I linked up with another photographer I knew in the crowd, pointed up, and basically said, “Yo, we gotta get up there and shoot this from above.”

Getting to the Green Line a few blocks over in time while cutting across a moving river of people who weren’t stopping was the only challenge. You either flowed with it, or you stalled.

By the time I made it up to the elevated platform, the march was already deep into downtown. I knew I had one shot at this. One pass over the crowd. One chance to line my body, the lens, and Jackson Boulevard up the way I’d already composed it in my mind.

Women's March crowd from the final platform vantage, Chicago 2017

I went out onto the gangway between two CTA cars on the Green Line — not inside the train, not behind the glass. Just that skinny strip of space with all the steel and grease, open to the winter air. Camera strap wrapped tight around my wrist. One hand locked on the rail, the other riding my settings as the train curved and picked up speed toward Wabash and Jackson.

Making my way back toward the core of the march, I could feel it coming before I saw it — the train swinging around turns, light peeking through and disappearing behind the buildings again. Different pockets of the city had crowd noise underneath, echoing up through the tracks. My position was set.

Police seen through branches during the Women's March, Chicago 2017 Street-level Women's March story frame, Chicago 2017

And then it opened up.

What felt chaotic and cramped from the street turned into something undeniable from above. The crowd read as one body, filling Jackson from edge to edge. Signs turned into texture. People became pattern. The noise turned into a single visible pulse that stretched down the block.

FIRST DAY is that moment — 1/2500 of a second where a quarter million people moving through downtown Chicago became a shape you can actually see.

Nobody out there was on a mission to catch the algorithm or perform for content. It was people using their feet and their First Amendment in public because they felt like something fundamental had just moved under them.

On paper, that day shows up in local news as a peaceful rally of more than 250,000 people, the largest Women’s March outside Washington, DC. That number matters.

Nearly a decade later, it doesn’t feel like a one-off. It feels like the first page of a chapter we’re still inside. The fears and warnings people were carrying on cardboard that day aged into reality over the next four years, then the next four after that. And if you look closely, the signs kind of saw it all before a lot of us did.

That’s why I treat FIRST DAY — and a lot of the photographs I made that afternoon — as public record, not nostalgia. It’s not a “remember when we marched?” poster. It’s proof that we really did show up and say something on the very first day of what turned into a long, exhausting era.

Reading the Frame

One of my favorite things about seeing this photograph as a print is how far the detail actually runs. On a screen you get the idea. On paper you get the depth.

When people stand in front of the print, they start scanning it. Someone always finds something new a few seconds later. A sign they missed. A face looking straight up. A pocket of people halfway down the street. The photograph keeps opening the longer you sit with it.

Hands Off sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017 Heart sign in the march crowd, Chicago 2017

FIRST DAY is printed on Moab Juniper Baryta Rag — a fiber-based baryta paper with a warm white base and exceptional tonal depth for black and white printing. Signed by the artist. Certificate of authenticity included with every print. Available in open editions and a limited collector edition.

Prints start at $100. Open editions in 8.5 × 11, 11 × 14, and 13 × 19. Collector editions in 17 × 22 (limited to 15) and 24 × 36 (limited to 7), individually numbered. Printed in Chicago.

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Megaphone chant at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
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Prove Us Wrong sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Flower in hand at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Raised fist at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Flower near police line at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
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AHS sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
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Bucket drummers stick toss, Chicago 2017
Chaotic solitude frame at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Down with misogyny and swindlers sign, Chicago 2017
Dump Trump sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Earth can't wait four years sign, Chicago 2017
Blow horn kid at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Mums Against Misogyny sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Not Putin sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Wide megaphone chant view at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Kid on the CTA train, Women's March day, Chicago 2017
Street emptying after the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Trump liar doll at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
Well-behaved women sign at the Women's March, Chicago 2017
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